jesus -- how times change. i have no idea where the fronts are anymore, no idea where anyone is anymore.... or where i am... but at least i'm feeling a bit less maniacal. and i've moved up a rung to right hand man -- i sit in the presence of god himself now.

that ain't bad.

good outweigh? sure, why not? i have things to look forward to, anyway. this mystical thing is kinda fucking me up though.

crazy couple of weeks though, that's for sure.

did i say 'fuck' yet? oh yeah, i did. good.