iMac window commercial is the funny funny indeed.

Was so beat last night I couldn't even sleep. Had to stay up even later in order to get my mind thinking it was time for bed. And today started better but my head's just not in the game.

Dave's phrase, "terra verboten" is so apropos it's just ill. Everyone tells me, "I wouldn't know what the fuck to do in your situation." Well I thought I knew what the fuck to do, but now I know I have no idea what the fuck to do.

Could be misreading the entire situation. Could be? Almost certainly am. Could be totally easier than I think, or more ridiculously difficult than I could ever imagine.

My new all-time favorite word (yes, beating out "freon," "liposuction," and "spoonerism") is "feh."

(This does not beat out, however, the word "affection" which has held its own special place in my mind since my 7th grade science teacher said it [for some reason] and the sound of the double f's along with the meaning of the word just hit me pretty intensely.)

Anyway:

feh. FEH. Feh to all of this.