no focus today. dogs barking, tower of power upstairs (what the hell does that mean?) and noise noise noise. and foolishness. and so much et cetera, it blows the mind.

as much as the week has blown by, this day has crawled. i am in constant disbelief that it is already friday but it is only 4:00.

still playing the same old games -- forgetting names, forgetting faces -- remember what you will -- i can't see the point in that -- take a deep breath for me -- remember it's not up to you --