really wanting to do something drastic -- and most often my mind turns towards getting another tattoo. the problem, of course, is what to get...it's gotta hit me that right way to say, "hey, this is the one..." anything else would be just getting something for the sake of getting something and that's the kind of thing that, once life has settled down, will be regretted.

but i really want to get more words. and right now the words i want are either "no, really, just FUCK OFF" across my chest or "you lose, asshole" down my left arm.

i resent the way
you make me
like myself

keeps going through my head too.